"You can't judge anyone for what they have done. Because people change"

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Promises can be broken just as quick as they are made. And sometimes, goodbyes really are forever.

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i never get tired listening to her.

i even paksa shah dengar lagu ni occasionally(ok fineee not occasionally, mosttt of the timeeeeeeeee). and dia cam "why all your type of song makes me wanna sleep?" *yaaawwnnnn*

kids nowadays i tell you. *geleng geleng kepala* eh eh dont get me wrong shah, i still sayang you. heeee. =)

Peer pressure

i really do miss playing the piano. but i stop playing at the age 12. sbb dah masuk asrama. i cant bring my keyboard. MRSM i tell you.

having able to play an instrument wasn't that cool back then. please. saya kat MRSM kot. piano means something for the rich kids only. seriously? and it just waste of time and money. lagipon saya time tu beginner je lagi,lagu pandai main pon sikit2je, lagu classic2 je, pastu zaman2 tuh lagu avril, lagu pink, eminem semua tuh lah lagu paling cool. so mcm piano? please. i really love dido back than, long before dia famous, and everyone like DIDO WHO? and then they (kawan kawan sekolah) ditch me saying im weird.


then dido ada feat ngan eminem kot years later. then time tu dido famous and everyone like dido punya suara sedap lah itu lah ini lah. pfftssss. dulu aku cakap dido sedap kau ditch aku. hampeh punya budak.


i've trouble fitting in. bukan dulu, sekarang juga. maybe im just an introvert. socialize will just drain my energy. or maybe im not cool. so that's why la kot.


apa apa pon, lupa dah nak main piano cemane. basic2 key tu i think ingat lah sikit2, tapi nak tekan butang piano tuh berapa harakat apa semua, senang cerita nak baca notes mmg merangkak lah.


saya rindu balik balik sekolah rendah dengan baju sekolahnya terus on keyboard main main main. time tuh abang takde. abang pergi college dah kot. ke kat mrsm. we barely sees each other back then.


and i remember abang msn-ing me time dia kat us dulu "adik, when abang balik, adik main piano, abang main guitar, kita buat band tau, oh, adik nyanyi sekali. sure cool gila ah nanti!"


angan angan budak budak kecik mmg mcm tuh. 8 taun berlalu satu apa band pon takde.

hehehe....



oh saja je letak gambar abang main pom pom. seronok tgk dulu dulu dia pon peer pressure gak sampai kena main pompom kena perform kat sekolah.TGK TUH TANGAN DIA SIAP ADA LENGGOK LAGI. PHEEWITT PHEEWITTT.HAHAHAHA.




ATAU MAYBE INIKAH BAND BARU ABANG? HAHAHA,

DARI BULU MATA JATUH KE HATI.

tau tak maxfactor dah ada kat malaysia?? cool gila meh. i sukaaa gila maxfactor punya mascara, tapi dulu takde kat malaysia, so its kindda hard for me nak beli kat overseas lah itu lah and you know, move on to some other product.

so i used diorshow mascara. mmg superb betul tak tipu. but u know that mascara wont last that long, u cant use it for years, maximum 3 bulan je kan, so harga dia *cough* cough* mahal *cough* mmg pokai habis. so yeah, life is hard. what to do. hihihi


(gambar ni mascara warna biru, tapi saya selalu pakai warna hitam punya, malas nak search gambar kat google. ni je gambar first saya terus amek)

so now kat malaysia ada Max Factor boleh beli mascara daahh!!yeaay.. i beli kat metrojaya, and orang tu kata ada juga dekat parkson. oh lepas tu dia buat promotion buy one free one. satu mascara ni harga dia rm60+ i pon dah lupa.around tu je.tak sampai seratus lebih,lepas tuh ada promotion sekarang buy one free one beb. yeah baby yeahh, pergi beli sekarang jugaa! i taktau promotion habis sampai bila. hehehehe. tapi mmg worth buying.




mascara ni mmg best utk saya sbb bulu mata saya ni pendek2, mmg tak sexy lansung, so bila pakai mascara ni, dia punya effect mcm pakai bulu mata palsu. mmg best habis. lepas tuh dia tak senang smudge, clump apa segala masalah kalau pakai mascara yang tak berapa best.

tapi kalau nak sembahyang tu kadang2 leyceh sikit lah.sbb dia susah nak hilang, dia ada dua jenis, satu waterproof and biasa punya. tapi i pakai yang biasa punya pon susah nak hilang.kadang2 eyeliner pon mcm tuh juga. so nak senang selalunya i bawak makeup remover maybeline yang kecik tu dalam handbag, so senang sikit nak tanggalkan make up. lagipon kalau kita ganas2 sangat mcm tenyeh2 part mata ni tak elok, nanti ada premature wrinkle. tanak ada wrinkle kan? hah benti lah gosokgosok mata tuh. nanti cepat nampak tua. heheh

haihhh seronoknyaaa ada mascara baruuu. hehehe.

want to be your love,for real.

zaman dulu dulu kala, saya ada suka satu lagu ni penyanyi dia namanya "rachael yamagata- be be your love."

i mcm sukaaaaa gila lagu ni and when the time lagu ni famous dulu kena pulak time tuh lebih kurang situasi dgn lagu itu. well, i've my share. i've been hurt juga. its part of growing you know. its good when something failing,so you will learn something out of it. kan ada saying " what doesn't kill you makes you a stronger person"

years later, i moved on. and guess what? im stronger! =) AND LOVED. it's really hard to mend a broken heart kan? but when you believe that u deserve someone better and appreciate you more, you will eventually learn that the people from the past are the one who made us today. so past is past and looking back, entah lah, rasa nak ketawa pon ada. haha. nak marah pon dah tak guna dah.

so be grateful for all the things that had happened. however bad it all seems to be, kita sekarang still standing, laughing, and believe it or not, mesti ada someone yang special yang always there bila kita up atau pon down kan? (kawan, parents, kakak, adik, abang and etc.. ) so chilax sudah, its not the end of the world.


using abang's guitar and played this song several times today. "rachael yamagata- be be your love" and this time, saya main with a smile on my face. =)

*teringat lagu ni pon sbb abg ada album dia dalam kereta dok mainkan rachael yamagata's song je.

one thing for sure, you can't have the best of both worlds. that's how life works.

sugar,spice and everything nice.

you are the best thing that's ever been mine. =)

slowly but surely. insyaallah.

Firman Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’aala:






“Telah nyatalah kejayaan para Mukmin. Iaitu mereka yang di dalam solat mereka, khusyu’ mendirikannya. Dan mereka itu terhadap perkara-perkara yang melalaikan, mereka menghindarkannya” [al-Mu'minun 23: 1-3]