saya lah orang si bosan.

hello! ive been very very busy for this past 6months. takde lah busy gila sampai tak sempat nak update blog ni,cuma there's nothing to tell. i live in the same cycle for the past 6months. i tell u, clinical years in makassar wasnt that wonderful considering im so pandai susun cycle susah2 dulu without cuti. so yeah,salah sendiri, cant complain much.

basically bangun pagi, follow up patient, kena marah, crazy work shift, tons to study and catch up, tau tau dah exam.

so yeah. bila ada time nak update pon cam hah?nak update apa? sama je routine. kan?! takkan i tell u guys i makan meggi hari hari sbb tak sempat nak makan/malas nak pergi cari proper food. cam bosan gila kan!! atau today saya cpr or kejang or stuff kan? boring gila kan!!! yeah, saya lah si bosan.


so this week is my last week in pediatric department horreeeyhh!! then after this 3 bulan department yang quite easy stuff mcm radiology (CAMT WAIT!) and dermatology.


pediatric department. hmmmm.... i used to love kids. i used to love the subject so much, tapi bila dah masuk , i think i tak suit lah. tatau lah system sini yg cam *%^#^# atau.....i donttt knowwww . mungkin masalah dalaman. sila hiraukan itu.


department ni mmg really brings out true colour of everyone. mungkin pressure yang diberikan oleh resident atau supervisor atau oleh parents kepada children itu sendiri. yeah yeah everyone needs perfecto cannot salah or dang ur fault, why so idiot meh???


so yeah,cita cita untuk jadi pediatrician hancus bekecai. i mean, i cant work in this kind of situation. mungkin saya kurang productive bekerja dgn pressure mcm ni. mungkin itu kekurangan diri saya.


friday ni exam! (as if every post aku ada aku tulis takde exam . pffftsss ) wish me tons of luck.


p/s jika saya lucky saya mau amek patient nephrotic syndrome!(tlg lah jgn dpt patient leukemia, need to know the standard/high risk procedure doses and all dan saya hanya hapal surface je.. grrr) wish me luck!