what if...

Harini makan lunch dgn shah dkat kedai roti canai mahathir, kedai yang famous dekat makassar sbb dia ada roti canai serta nasi campur ala malaysia.


So like usual lah,everyday pon kedai roti canai tu penuh dgn muka2 yang dikenali, senior junior,even lecturer pon ada lepak situ gak.


So today terserempak ngan sorng senior ni,dia ni lab assistant anatomy dulu time kitorng kt theory years dulu. Sekarang dia dah coass dah. Kelihatan sgt busy sekali.


Kalau dekat faculty kitorng,lab semua diajar oleh senior senior 2nd/3rd year. And nak jadi assistnt ni bukan lah senang ada interview lah,ada exam lah. Kena cgpa lebih sekian sekian, and subject sekian sekian kena A

Faculty kitorng,lab assistant yang paling hot adalah lab asistant gizi and anatomy. Sbb mostly diorng ni pandai2 super pandai. Susah nak dpt tuh. Bukan senang.

Anyways, the point of this story is, when I was in my 2nd year, I dpt offer jadi assistant anatomy. Like WOW! OMG kan!(Ok tak,saya tak super pandai,time tu jeee semua qualification lepas)

Tp saya sgt bodoh,I turn the offer down. I chicken out I lari everytime jumpa my academic advisor aka head of anatomy department.

My alasan, "I don't hv enough time"

Pffftssss. Mcm ni pon takde cukup masa,abis org lain cukup sgt ah masa?! (Habis kan masa dok main joget2 sana sini,main call of duty, dating je kerja,mana tak nye takde masa)

To become an assistant, u have to burn ur holidays (sbb na teach nurse,juniors, and etc yg berkaitan) escape class sbb yalah, time lab mestilah ada kelas.(Kelas kitorng everyday 7.30a.m-5.00pm) So I don't want to burn that,so sbb tu lah I tanak jadi.(Still ponteng gak kelas)


To think back, what if I accepted the offer? What if I manage myself to make time for that..

Sigh.

Kalau saya sempatkan masa utk tu, saya mungkin lebih pandai dari sekarang dlm anatomi. Kalau awk tere anatomi and fisiology, for sure awk tere everything lah.to think to spend everyday with cadavers exploring this and that everyday! Omg! Heaven gilaaa! Hmmm

I'm soo young and naïve back then.
hmmmmm.....sudah sudahlah dgn what if. U can't change the past.

*besok saya angkat sumpah! Wheeee! *